my how time flies

well, can you believe it? my little paige turns 5 in 1 week. she will be starting school in 4 months. she is so excited...me, not so much. i love the idea that she is getting older, but at the same time, i hate it. she seems to need me less and less. she picks out her own clothes, washes her own hair, and makes her own bed. now what do i do?

toby and i will be celebrating our 5th anniversary in 3 days. (it sure seems like a whole lot longer!) we have our spats, but i do love him very much. he knows what buttons to push to piss me off but in return he knows what buttons to push to get him self out of trouble. (backrubs are a really really good start!) i don't know what we are going to be doing for our anniversary, or if i am even getting anything. we shall see!

karyn, the girl i had been riding with at work, she quit friday night. i completely understand why she did it. we put a lot of miles on our personal vehicle, and its getting more and more expensive everyday to put gas in our cars. but i love my job and i am thankful for the opportunity to work as a phlebotomist. most places want you to have 2 years of experiance. (how can i get it if no one will give it to me????) but now when i move i will be able to put my 1 year of experience down and know that i have a chance at this job. but as for karyn, i wish her the best of luck with whatever she might go on to do. she has 3 years of phlebotomy experience behind her. she can go anywhere and probably make better money than what she was making with us. but i hope that she keeps in touch with me, phone, e-mail, myspace. i don't care how as long as she keeps in touch! we had a lot in common and i consider her a good friend!

well, i better get off here. i am getting very tired and i just bought some new pillows and i am just dying to try them out!!!

sweet dreams everyone!

we are going to float away!!!

i can't handle this stupid weather. we are never going to dry up. tonight we have major thunderstorms here in arkansas. i hate them. i don't like thunder or lightning... it scares me. but what scares me the most is a tornado. i haven't really had to deal with them. but they still scare me. i even hear about tornado warnings or hear those weather sirens, i'm hiding in a closet! so enough about my fears, i have a lot and it could take days to discuss them!
i have been training a new girl at work. and let me tell you we are 2 peas in a pod! we have so much in common its just nuts. but she is so much fun to hang out with. (yeah i know, sure now you found a friend and your going to move! SHUT UP!!! i have already thought about that!) i hope that we are able to keep in touch. we just laugh the entire time we are together. we are going to try and go out this weekend. hmmm what kind of trouble can we get into? any suggestions? on a sappier note... i will miss her dearly when i move. i hope that we can keep in touch by phone or computer. (we are texting masters!!!!) but she does give me a really good reason to come back and visit! i can't wait to hang out with her this weekend!! woo hoo